If you’ve ever caught yourself thinking, “This probably isn’t great, but it helps me cope,” when it comes to your diabetes and eating habits—you’re not alone. Disordered eating doesn’t always look like a full-blown eating disorder. Sometimes, it shows up in subtle ways that feel like “just trying to be in control.” For people with both type 1 and type 2 diabetes, the risk of disordered eating is higher, so those subtle shifts can be disordered eating.
Here’s the thing: diabetes makes disordered eating harder to spot because so many of the behaviors—tracking food, monitoring blood sugar, thinking about insulin—are already part of everyday life. But there are signs, and paying attention to them is important.
Let’s start with the stuff that might be showing up in your thoughts, emotions, or routines:
If any of these feel familiar, they’re not just “habits”—they may be signs of disordered eating.
Can include:
It is easy to shake these signs off as “bad diabetes control,” but maybe they are your body’s way of saying: I need help.
Diabetes requires so much attention to food, numbers, and body stuff you might not recognize when that attention turns obsessive or harmful. When your diligence is praised because it requires so much ‘discipline,’ friends, family, and healthcare providers might unknowingly encourage you to engage in disordered eating patterns.
People with disordered eating still look totally “fine” from the outside. This is because disordered eating and eating disorders don’t have a look. Your A1c can be in range. You might not be underweight. This is because disordered eating is about behavior and mindset—not just lab results or body size.
If any of this hits too close to home, take a breath. You’re not broken. You’re not alone. This is more common than you think—and there is support. Start by asking yourself:
“What would it feel like to care for myself without fear, guilt, or shame?”
That’s what recovery looks like. And it starts by noticing the signs. If you want to talk through this more or need help finding someone who gets it—like a therapist, CDCES, or support group—here are more resources. You can ask for help, even if you think “it’s not bad enough.”